Together, we will
Oct. 24th, 2012 06:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hopeitsworthitThe weak link on the Winchester totem pole.
That's all Dean's even been, isn't it?
He thinks it should hurt more, or at least sting a little. Kind of wants it to, even. That'd mean this is Situation Normal.
Only it ain't ever gonna be that again. Nothing is.
The real bitch about hospitals is that he can keep this up all day. And it still ain't enough self-flagellation for what he's done.
That's all Dean's even been, isn't it?
He thinks it should hurt more, or at least sting a little. Kind of wants it to, even. That'd mean this is Situation Normal.
Only it ain't ever gonna be that again. Nothing is.
The real bitch about hospitals is that he can keep this up all day. And it still ain't enough self-flagellation for what he's done.
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Date: 2012-11-05 04:22 am (UTC)He huffs out a breath that, ten or so years ago, might even have been a laugh.
"Maybe this time it'll actually work out."
Yeah.
Right.
And he's got this bridge . . .
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Date: 2012-11-05 04:30 am (UTC)"It will."
He'll make it work out.
Somehow.
Whatever it takes.
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Date: 2012-11-05 04:31 am (UTC)"Yeah, Sammy. I know."
Maybe that's what Dean's afraid of.
"Now shut up. I've got to finish this burger before it gets cold."
Even if it's probably already too late.
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Date: 2012-11-05 04:37 am (UTC)Maybe when the doctor next makes his rounds, they can see about getting some kind of update on when his brother can get out of here.
Until then, Sam's not going anywhere.